Introduction

Hello everybody!

Let me first start off by apologizing for any typos ahead of time. I am currently using my phone as my computer is the most useless piece of shit ever.

Secondly, let me introduce myself!
I am Kristy, currently a 19 year old moocher who is willing to do ANYTHING to lose weight.

All my life, I have been fat.
I don't even know what it's like to be a normal weight.
Ever since I was a little kid, doctors have told me to lose.

I never did.

I gained and gained and at this point I am 283.6 lbs.
That's right folks.
I'm close to 300 fucking pounds.
If I don't change now... my God I have no clue!

I refuse to gain any more.

My ultimate goal weight is to get down to 115 lbs by the end of next year.
Can I do it?
Not sure!

See, I've always wanted to know if an obese person could ever get down to a very thin weight.
We always see people going from, say, 300 to 140 and are stuck there.
What if I wanted to end up much less than that?
What if I wanted to be a size 2-3 and not a 10?
Why should fat people accept staying at a middle/average weight?
I want to be THIN.

I want to know that feeling.

And I'm ready to aim for it.

For the last few days, I have been binging and sometimes purging.
Now I am ready to fast.
I plan on fasting for a month, perhaps have a couple small meals in-between if I, you know, feel like I may die!

First goal weight is by January 1st and I wish to weight 200lbs or less!
Think I can lose that much in only 4 months?
I certainly do!

I have so much will power right now at 7:07 am.

I hope it lasts.

Wish me luck, if anyone reads this!
Will update everyday.

Stay♡strong, we WILL make our goals! xoxo