Ugh.

Fucking ate an entire footlong sub earlier today. Did not purge.

Fuck my life.

"I'll lose weight in no time" I said
"LosIng weight'll be eaaaasyyy I just won't eat!" I tHouGht
"Fasting isn't hard at all pffff" I rEpeaTed!!!

My girlfriend is sooo skinny. She's dating a fat blob does she even reAlize omg

I feel bad for her I feel like I should break up with hrr until I'm a size 2 like she deserves better.

My weigh in today was 281.8

2 lbs down... prolly just water weight.
Ugh.
I wanna get into the 100's before January and I KNOW it's possible... if I could just stop eating.

If I'm still this size by October I'm killing myself.